He claimed he knew a pain no one else ever felt
He claimed It was his medicine and all that would help
Puff by puff and dutch by dutch he would ease his mind
Only to find that when It runs dry so does He
He said he needed It just as his Moms, but his Moms was gone
and something had gone wrong cause….
every hope of his future was smoked up in a bong
See He had visions of greatness, visions of splendor
But that was before man decided he was unjust and labeled “offender”
Because its wrong to steal from a rich corporate giant
To feed a crying baby, an act so defiant
So the dreams and the visions they would all fade away
And the wounds left him colorblind only seeing gray
What do you say to a man whose heart was torn so deep
We reap what we sow but if we’re given the worst seed what do we reap
If He was asked about hope ‘fairytales are not for me’
And more and more death seemed the way to set him free
Cause the drugs are gone and he’s alone with nobody
With cold metal to his forehead he let out one last plea:
God you bastard, why’d you choose this life for me
No Answer
Even God wouldn’t bother to speak
Closed his eyes cocked back as tears stream down his cheek
His mind is racin seeing different people and places
But the vision pauses on one of the faces
Its He 10 years ago to date
Who could have predicted such a cold ill fate
And there’s a voice…
‘WHO ARE YOU?’
He thinks: nah it must just be me
‘WHO ARE YOU?’
He thinks: is this God speaking to me
‘WHO ARE YOU?’
He pauses…. I am He…
‘NO YOU’RE MY CHILD, AND YOU BELONG TO ME’
But where were you when i was tryna make my dreams come true
‘I WAS RIGHT THERE, TRYING TO SPEAK TO YOU’
‘SEE I WAS THERE THE WHOLE TIME WAITING FOR YOU TO SEE, BUT YOU TURNED TO THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD AND NOT ME’
how can you say you are good with my life so broken apart
‘I’VE BEEN WANTING TO HEAL YOUR HEART FROM THE VERY START’
And why didn’t you bother to do that much for me
‘A DOCTOR CAN’T HEAL WOUNDS A PATIENT WON’T LET HIM SEE’
Well its too late all my dreams are done
‘DON’T YOU KNOW WITH ME ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE, AND YOU ARE MY SON’
I don’t know what to say…
‘IT’S OKAY, SHH DON’T SPEAK CAUSE I’VE BEEN WAITING YOUR WHOLE LIFE FOR THE MOMENT WE WOULD MEET’
